skydawnjade gave me D so here we go. There's no particular order though.



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 Ghost is probably, for me, one of the most underrated Michael Jackson's songs AND video clips/short films. The make-up and effects are amazing, and I'm always stunned by the fact that it is Michael behind the mask of that old fat mean guy. He showed it several times before, and proved it once again this time, the guy COULD ACT! He's creepy as hell but so sweet and hugable at the same time, I don't know how he did that... wait... oh yeah he's Michael Jackson.
Oh and the song is just AWESOME.
( You put a knife in back, shot an arrow in me! )

It hit me last night.
Listening to "Human Nature", without any warning I suddenly burst into tears. And in that exact second I knew. I got it. I knew he was really gone and was never coming back. And though I could not stop crying, beyond this deep and dark sadness there was something else, something that looked like relief. Because during those last thirteen days, I have been so lost, torn between a gap and a pain I couldn't put my finger on and a will to celebrate, dance and sing. But I was so out of it. I knew nothing.
But at the end I still know nothing, but I am aware of it.

And years from now, when my children and my children's children hear Michael's music, see Michael dance or see pictures of him, and when they ask about him I will sigh with a crooked smile, the eyes filling with nostalgia and magic and say something like : "You know kiddo, I've never been a big religous person, never really have faith in any of those Gods most people believe. But if there were someone I ever had faith in, something I ever believed in, it was him and his amazing music. Because he helped me in trusting in humanity again when hopes seemed meaningless to me, because he was able to bring people together, make them smile, laugh, sing and dance like crazy even in deep misery. When he started singing and dancing, faces suddenly brightnened and war, hunger, poverty... this permanent chaos was far away in our mind, and we were at peace for some minutes at least. Because he never stopped giving, sharing and loving until the very end. Yes that was Michael Jackson. A true God on Earth. And I am proud to have lived to see this.
Yes, I was there."

And I'm so sorry for my f-list who have to get through my post these days. But there are some things you need to get out of your brain and that you feel to share simply because you need it.

WE COULD FLY SO HIGH LET OUR SPIRITS NEVER DIE IN MY HEART I FEEL YOU ARE ALL MY BROTHERS. CREATE A WORLD WITH NO FEAR TOGETHER WE'LL CRY HAPPY TEARS.
HEAL THE WORLD.